LIFE

WE DESERVE TO BE WHO WE WANNA BE!

In life we always have whats good and bad, what good friends are  there and whats not. whats goal and whats achievements? 

For the past few months, i have been chasing day after day, events after events, yum cha with friends, making myself busy with more stuff to do and im not under the paid blogger category yet and my events all comes in one shot ( idk why). like today break dawn premiere 2 and tomorro Bloggerton. i plan my schedule till its so pack as my finals are coming too.
 i experienced stress lately to the extend where i just want to break down, i experienced being super tired with only 4 hours of sleep and i am suppose to enjoy my "being a student" life. i worry about everything.

My mum came in and lectured me for 2 hours and she asked 

Whats the benefit of you going to this events when you have nothing back?

I know events make u find new contacts and all but u have to do it now, coming back late when you can do it later on. what i need you to do now its just pass your diploma=.= ( of coz i will pass la) 

Why do you need to chase after career and study at the same time? 

Why do u need to pressure yourself so much?

Then i explained to her about my video editing assignment, i told her finals coming, but its not all that actually, its just that my hectic schedule ( got things to do la) .

I can be stress, happy, sad, pressured and i realized that i am just pressuring myself for nothing. i thought i could multitask doing 2 things at the same time while worrying about the other things to do. im jus worried because i want things to just keep going you know, its like a motor and it needs to run and i dont like things hanging or not going slow. Since finals r coming its time to work together with group mates and we make this works! 

Main Things to do 

1) presentation for public relation

2) sociology finals 

3) malaysian studies 

4) finish my article for Star 

and etc.. 

We may be chasing after our dreams and start the hard way by experiencing it all now then later on it will be easy for u? or chasing it slowly by learning it now then hard way later. Different people have different perspective, goals, and way of thinking. You cant assume this special kind of people get lower income for taking course or things that are way different that what normal people do like law, mass comm, busines, marketing.... 

example if you are a comedian, and you love comedy so much, you want to explore more so you go to a comedy school and learn how to act and all. its not wrong because thats what they love to do. 

or charmander, his a stuntman for movies, graduated in australia stunt academy and he can wtv stunts. he stunts for kl drift, budak pailang, errr alot. 14 movies locally and internationally and he loves what his doing. 

ITS OK TO BE DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS, IF THINGS DONT WORK OUT LIKE IF THE COMEDIAN OR STUNTMAN WANT TO PURSE INTERNALLTIONALLY AND ASKING FOR SPONSORS but sponsors is hard to come by, DONT GIVE UP!  

ITS EITHER YOU ASK AS MANY PPL AS POSSIBLE OR TRY A NEW OPTION IN LIFE. 

We want to have a good career, everyone wants that and its the matter of how much you want it and how much you pour your heart out to it. We may fail but never too late to get back up. Its passion. 

Imagine Taylor Swift here and there now, promoting, singing, after AMA's went for a shoot, the next day in a talk show with.. then the next day photoshoot. Her schedule is super busy but how she cope? She smiles all the time not showing how tired she is. i adore her for that, BECAUSE She loves whats she is doing! 

i love this pic! 

shes just so hot. 

My point is, it is ok to be different, make the right choices, do what you love. if your parents keep telling you open book study is better, its bullshit or if they ask you to go college and study because thats what everyone is doing, well... not EVERYONE ... when some people can actually afford to buy their own car when you are still studying. think of it, if you love something you love so much, you will do anything to get what you want 

More info, here a good article to prove http://www.martynemko.com/articles/sure-you-should-go-college_id1412

AMA 2012

she won best female country artist!! woohoo!! 

omg! nice colour dress though. 

can someone tell me what hapen to her?

like mother like son

                               

PERFORMANCES 

click here to see who won best dress 

http://perezhilton.com/galleries/index.php?pgid=286399

Artist of the Year: Justin Bieber

Favorite Pop/Rock Male Artist: Justin Bieber

Favorite Pop/Rock Female Artist: Katy Perry

Favorite Pop/Rock Band/Duo/Group: Maroon 5

Favorite Pop/Rock Album:  Believe, Justin Bieber

Favorite Country Female Artist: Taylor Swift

Favorite Country Male Artist: Luke Bryan

Favorite Country Band/Duo/Group: Lady Antebellum

Favorite Country Album: Blown Away, Carrie Underwood

Favorite Rap/Hip-Hop Artist: Nicki Minaj

Favorite Rap/Hip-Hop Album: Pink Friday: Roman Reloaded, Nicki Minaj

Favorite Alternative Rock Music Artist: Linkin Park

Favorite Electronic Dance Music Artist: David Guetta

Favorite Soul/R&B Male Artist: Usher

Favorite Soul/R&B Female Artist: Beyoncé

Favorite Soul/R&B Album: Talk That Talk, Rihanna

Favorite Adult Contemporary Artist: Adele

Favorite Latin Artist: Shakira

Favorite Adult Contemporary Inspirational Artist: tobyMac

New Artist of the Year: Carly Rae Jepsen

Best Surprise: It seems like Red is introducing fans to a whole new side of Taylor Swift—well, it still has to do with boys, but when she performed "I Knew You Were Trouble" from her upcoming album, she was all on the floor and whipping her hair. We likey.

Best of all!! 

psy!

Taylor swift! woohoo! 

bieber

bieber

carly rae jepsen and backstreet boys 

meaning behind her songs

i love her hair! 

have you heard this song? 

i love it and it has been on repeat the whole day. full of emotions. Whats the meaning? This song is about she  was having a birthday party and it was Christmas theme. She kept staring at the door and i was like slow motion, sitting there in my party dress, with red lipstick with no one to impress and they are all laughing asking me about you and there is one thing missing and that was the moment i knew. im guessing the moment she knew he wont come? or it can be he doesnt want to commit already? 

This reminds me on my birthday this year, everyone wished me and i celebrated it with a small group of friends. feeling all happy and all but one thing missing in my heart, was one person who hasn't wish me and i was staring at phone hoping he would wish me or something but he didnt and that was the moment i knew he wont .....but the next day he did so it was a kinda-late wish/ overnight wish i called it. haha! She didnt like tha party, i didnt liked it too coz it was kinda ruined. the so called surprise party was ruined when i was with the host and one of the helpers call the host and that was the moment i knew. haha 

You should've been there
Should've burst through the door
With that 'baby I'm right here' smile
And it would've felt like
A million little shining stars had just aligned
And I would've been so happy 

Christmas lights glisten
I've got my eye on the door
Just waiting for you to walk in
But the time is ticking
People ask me how I've been
As I come back through my memory
How you said you'd be here
You said you'd be here

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all laughing
As I'm looking around the room
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

And the hours pass by
Now I just wanna be alone
But your close friends always seem to know
When there's something really wrong
So they follow me down the hall
And there in the bathroom
I try not to fall apart
And the sinking feeling starts
As I say hopelessly
He said he'd be here

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all laughing
And asking me about you
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

What do you say
When tears are streaming down your face
In front of everyone you know?
And what do you do when the one
Who means the most to you
Is the one who didn't show?

You should've been here
And I would've been so happy

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all standing around me singing
Happy birthday to you
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

Oh, I knew

You call me later
And say, I'm sorry, I didn't make it
And I say, I'm sorry too
And that was the moment I knew

Second best song is the last time. 

 The song is about second chance. as much as she wants him, she cant.. so when he is gone, everything is better. 

." You find yourself at my door,

Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better."

So, this is the last time i am asking you this put my name on the top of your list this is the last time i am asking you why, you break my heart in a blink of an eye. 

 "It's both of these people swearing that this will be the last time.  She is swearing this is the last time she is going to take him back, he swears its the last time he's going to leave her and hurt her.  It's a really intense song and I'm so proud to have Gary on the record." 

"The Last Time"
(feat. Gary Lightbody)

[Gary Lightbody:]
Found myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I’m not sure how I got there,
All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better,

[Both:]
Right before your eyes,
I’m breaking, no cause
No reasons why,
Just you and me.

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

[Taylor Swift:]
You find yourself at my door,
Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better.

[Both:]
When right before your eyes,
I’m aching, run fast,
Nowhere to hide,
Just you and me…

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye…

This is the last time you tell me I’ve got it wrong,
This is the last time I say it’s been you all along,
This is the last time I let you in my door,
This is the last time, I won’t hurt you anymore.

Oh, oh, oh,

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

This is the last time I’m asking you this, (this is the last time I’m asking you this)
Put my name on the top of your list, (name on the top of your list)
This is the last time I’m asking you why, (this is the last time I’m asking you why)
You break my heart in the blink of an eye. (You break my heart…)

This is the last time I’m asking you,
Last time I’m asking you,
Last time I’m asking you this... [x4]

photography

i was thinking should i get a lens or a flash for my camera. if flash tht my pics will turn out not overexpose and  if lens, its nicer, clearer and wider? im still thinking about it.


This suddenly came across my mind. i see alot of photos and those who have a photography company, and i see the way photographers take beautiful shots or mind blowing shots, or bad shots.  Many photographers or inspired photographers have their own stories to tell about what made them be a photographer, what inspire them? for me if i compare 2 photographers at the same field, both of them have diff concepts, style, angles. its their own thing u know and we shouldnt comapre oh his bad in it coz he photoshops too much, i like to do mine naturally only change with the settings or his angles sucks. Many peope have diff creativity.

Well soo i was browsing through fb and i realize i have to many photography page. Some just open up a company, some living it up as a job to improve more, some are super duper pro and some take it as a career , some freelancers, some just have the passion to just go for it.. here are some good ones i know..


https://www.facebook.com/axioo?fref=ts

 this company have AMMMAAAZZZING pictures like its just so MIND BLOWING! and once i start viewing i cant stop! NUMBER ONE IN MY LIST. here r some of my fav shots! 

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10151320271005628.546279.8199140627&type=3

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10151329534925628.547727.8199140627&type=3

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10151330735910628.547909.8199140627&type=3

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10151325063720628.547157.8199140627&type=3

ready for something fun? 

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10151295812905628.542452.8199140627&type=3

https://www.facebook.com/PETERTAN.Photography?fref=ts  His a wedding photographer/portraits and lil bit here and there and he makes  it so memorable, in every single shots. 

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150667562675559.424808.115270480558&type=3

For more into from Peter Tan:

https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak prn1/22484_10151265729165559_1509398328_n.jpg

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10151265707295559&set=a.10151265707180559.496622.115270480558&type=1&theater

The next one is one of my classmate.

 https://www.facebook.com/pages/SA-Sujiv-Photography/204672106305016..

she's my classmate too. 

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.239643726141187.44576.204672106305016&type=3

EMA 2012 ( TAYLOR SWIFT)

TAYLOR WINS 3 MTV EMA AWARDS

Best look nominee

R.E.D ALBUM ( taylor swift)

songs on repeat this month! 

I LOVE THIS SONG! THE LAST TIME! 

TAYLOR TO PERFORM ON XFACTOR

Taylor will perform the song "State of Grace" from her latest album RED for the first time ever on XFactor on Thursday, November 15 on Fox at 8/7c! 

OMG OMG OMG!!! I LOVE STATE OF GRACE! 

TAYLOR PROFILE ON NPR'S 'ALL THINGS CONSIDERED'

here is her busy life since RED started 

HERE IS AN INTERVIEW! 

TAYLOR PROFILE ON NPR'S 'ALL THINGS CONSIDERED'

Taylor was profiled on NPR's "All Things Considered." Check out the interview HERE.

This song never gets old 

HER FIRST MV FROM RED ALBUM!! 

Here best live for begin again 

I finally got it!

After 3 tries, 3 days in a row of waking up early in the morning to do time lapse, i finally got it.

1st day was the day where i didnt really know which setting to do. so i tried here and there with diff settings but it was kinda failed ish. so here is my first try

f/4, 1/10 and iso 1600 coz i was worry about the night shot then looked really dark.

see how dark the night shots were. THIS IS WRONG!  learn mistakes. so much of waking up at 5am. =/

THANK GOD ITS WEEKENDS.




HERE ARE SOME TRIAL SHOTS TO GET READY FOR THE NEXT DAY! WILL REVIEW THE BEST SHOTS SOON!

too bright =(



So i stopped! and i tried different settings for the next day

One picture is missing 

Best shot is coming soon! 

ATTEMPT 2. 

I set my alarm at 5.30am but i forgot to switch it on! And woke up at 6am and rush there and this is what i got =/ 

this time i was more focused on the rays and NOOOO it was too bright as well! damn it! i was so disappointed! I thought i got it but nooooo!!!  I went back home and  slept 8.30am to 11am for work. The shots kinda spoiled my day!

Apparently these 3 last shots are not bad as i ried this settings and YES I GOT THE RAYS AND THE SUN! then i plan to do it the next morning! BUT.... (to be continued) 

shutter speed: 1/4000

Aperture: 5.6

Iso:200