meaning behind her songs

i love her hair! 

have you heard this song? 

i love it and it has been on repeat the whole day. full of emotions. Whats the meaning? This song is about she  was having a birthday party and it was Christmas theme. She kept staring at the door and i was like slow motion, sitting there in my party dress, with red lipstick with no one to impress and they are all laughing asking me about you and there is one thing missing and that was the moment i knew. im guessing the moment she knew he wont come? or it can be he doesnt want to commit already? 

This reminds me on my birthday this year, everyone wished me and i celebrated it with a small group of friends. feeling all happy and all but one thing missing in my heart, was one person who hasn't wish me and i was staring at phone hoping he would wish me or something but he didnt and that was the moment i knew he wont .....but the next day he did so it was a kinda-late wish/ overnight wish i called it. haha! She didnt like tha party, i didnt liked it too coz it was kinda ruined. the so called surprise party was ruined when i was with the host and one of the helpers call the host and that was the moment i knew. haha 

You should've been there
Should've burst through the door
With that 'baby I'm right here' smile
And it would've felt like
A million little shining stars had just aligned
And I would've been so happy 

Christmas lights glisten
I've got my eye on the door
Just waiting for you to walk in
But the time is ticking
People ask me how I've been
As I come back through my memory
How you said you'd be here
You said you'd be here

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all laughing
As I'm looking around the room
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

And the hours pass by
Now I just wanna be alone
But your close friends always seem to know
When there's something really wrong
So they follow me down the hall
And there in the bathroom
I try not to fall apart
And the sinking feeling starts
As I say hopelessly
He said he'd be here

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all laughing
And asking me about you
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

What do you say
When tears are streaming down your face
In front of everyone you know?
And what do you do when the one
Who means the most to you
Is the one who didn't show?

You should've been here
And I would've been so happy

And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And they're all standing around me singing
Happy birthday to you
But there's one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew

Oh, I knew

You call me later
And say, I'm sorry, I didn't make it
And I say, I'm sorry too
And that was the moment I knew

Second best song is the last time. 

 The song is about second chance. as much as she wants him, she cant.. so when he is gone, everything is better. 

." You find yourself at my door,

Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better."

So, this is the last time i am asking you this put my name on the top of your list this is the last time i am asking you why, you break my heart in a blink of an eye. 

 "It's both of these people swearing that this will be the last time.  She is swearing this is the last time she is going to take him back, he swears its the last time he's going to leave her and hurt her.  It's a really intense song and I'm so proud to have Gary on the record." 

"The Last Time"
(feat. Gary Lightbody)

[Gary Lightbody:]
Found myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I’m not sure how I got there,
All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better,

[Both:]
Right before your eyes,
I’m breaking, no cause
No reasons why,
Just you and me.

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

[Taylor Swift:]
You find yourself at my door,
Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave,

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better.

[Both:]
When right before your eyes,
I’m aching, run fast,
Nowhere to hide,
Just you and me…

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye…

This is the last time you tell me I’ve got it wrong,
This is the last time I say it’s been you all along,
This is the last time I let you in my door,
This is the last time, I won’t hurt you anymore.

Oh, oh, oh,

This is the last time I’m asking you this,
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I’m asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye.

This is the last time I’m asking you this, (this is the last time I’m asking you this)
Put my name on the top of your list, (name on the top of your list)
This is the last time I’m asking you why, (this is the last time I’m asking you why)
You break my heart in the blink of an eye. (You break my heart…)

This is the last time I’m asking you,
Last time I’m asking you,
Last time I’m asking you this... [x4]